Where Were You When I Needed You The Most

Where Were You When I Needed You The Most…I’m a man who is very easy to get along with.  When I make friends, I am making it sure that I am for real… For real, in the sense that, I give value to my friends, I am not just a friend during party and happiness, but you can lean on me even in times of sadness. 
 
I used to tell my friends…I am just one text away Don’t hesitate to do so.  Lean on, when you’re not strong, I’ll be your friend, I’ll help you carry on.
 
There are times in our lives that we experience lonesomeness in life, lonely in the sense that we are tired of what is happening in our everyday living.  We are just exhausted, but we don’t complain.  We just want to rest and take a deep breath, or simply have a cup of coffee. 
 
Sometimes, as humans, we just need someone to lean on, we just need someone to be with, or we just need someone to talk to.

I'm tired and exhausted already of making myself available to those who are dear to my heart, 'coz when I am the one who is in need, I have no one to lean. I am just left all alone.  I am also human being like anyone else…my strength comes from the moral support of those who are concerned to me…Of course God is always with me, but my human nature is longing for humans who can uplift myself as a person. 
 
I was thinking that I am superman, in the sense that, I can do everything without being tired and without experiencing poignant pangs of grief in this so called life.
 
Now that I am the one who needs somebody to lean, but none of my friends are available. They are enjoying their lives to the fullest without even sharing a drop of joys to others…
 
And now, I am the one who needs you…but where were you, when I needed you the most.